[It's gonna be like this, then. All right; Kit can understand that.]
Rubbed some elbows, probably ruffled some feathers, the way me and Vandelin rolled in-- [He stops himself from Going There, because he can't, not anymore, and takes a moment to get that unexpected rush of feeling under control. That's not why he's here. That's not why he came here.]
...actually, [he starts, takes a breath, searches for a place to look that seems natural, like he's not all angles and edges himself lately,] it's been--rough. Since coming back. [A pause, then,] Really bad, salroka. For me, anyway. [The look he gives Yngvi encourages, allows him to share that pain, if he needs to. Kit isn't selfish, he isn't blind. A bit deaf, sure, but he knows the sound of pain, even if it's well disguised.]
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Rubbed some elbows, probably ruffled some feathers, the way me and Vandelin rolled in-- [He stops himself from Going There, because he can't, not anymore, and takes a moment to get that unexpected rush of feeling under control. That's not why he's here. That's not why he came here.]
...actually, [he starts, takes a breath, searches for a place to look that seems natural, like he's not all angles and edges himself lately,] it's been--rough. Since coming back. [A pause, then,] Really bad, salroka. For me, anyway. [The look he gives Yngvi encourages, allows him to share that pain, if he needs to. Kit isn't selfish, he isn't blind. A bit deaf, sure, but he knows the sound of pain, even if it's well disguised.]